sorry

sorry i havent posted in a while but i have been a little discoraged and havnt wanted to vent or seem to negitive.. march has gone by and i am so glad its over.. we did spend a wonderful sat with coreys entire family. we ate a ton, played, and laughed.. almost a mini reunion.. the kids have gotten better and so have i but allergies are starting to take over.. oh well.  but after 3 long months corey is back to work finally and hopefully for good.. it has been a long 3 months but some how we have made it.. all the bills have been paid and there has been gas in the car and food on the table.. i struggle to watch others around us do so well and not to be jealous or hold a grudge for what we have been through.. there has been tears of frustration and anger but mostly a feeling of gratitude for the fact that we have made it.. our savings is gone and the bathroom will have to wait another year but we have made it..thank goodness march is over..A-

my son is a deacon

today was a wonderful day.. my oldest boy became a deacon today at church.  i cant tell you how proud i am of this young man and what he is becoming..my heart is so full of gratitude and love for my family, my savior and for the gospel.. it brings me such joy and comfort.. i just want everyone to know how much i know that it is true.. i beleve that families are forever.. i just had some freinds from college loss their 10 year old son.. mitchell jones.. this family is amazing.. to see them loss and to still be so strong is amazing.. they know the gospel is true and know that they will see their son again..i am just grateful for my family and how good they are.. we truly are bleesed.. i have been very emotional latley and now i know why.... the gospel is true.. jesus is the christ and i am s very proud to be a member of it.. A-